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salam....
lame tak menulis...kadang tak sedar pun masih punye blog.....haha
alhamdulillah...one and half years become housemen...another few months to go before medical officer life taking it over...oh that sound scary...haha
life memang tunggang telanggang.....jangan tanye...nasib ade mak abah yg selalu dtg...
org tanye..bile nak kawen??...i choose remain silent...ye la, jodoh Allah kite tak tahu....tibe2 je ke sampai seru...itu kuasa Dia...for now, senang hidup sendiri....jage diri sendiri, mak abah, keluarga dan patients...komitmen as isteri, ibu, insyaAllah kalau Dia izinkan....

nothing much to be share about current life.....houseman shift life definitely no life....work...going home....and work again on the next days.....yeah..that us......cukup bulan gaji masuk...kene marah dgn boss, dgn kawan2, dgn staff, dgn pentadbiran, dgn patients, dgn relative patinets, yes that common....and that life....

yes...as become more senior,  life teach us alot of things.... i still remember when i in 1 st posting being scolded by mo, specialists, colleagues...i swallow it down...crying in the sleep...
kenape??..kerane itu hidup...
sekarang ni..bile dgr adik junior merungut about how bad their life is i can tell them that i having it worst then them...but what the most important thing is, be patient......sabar...redha.....looking it into the positive way....and until now i never having any grunge to my specialists who scolded me before....alhamdulillah.....Allah permudahkan...


currently in 5th posting..psychiatry...
ade org kate kami tak mencabar, kami tak banyak belajar....hmm....dont judge if u never experience it...
yeah..kmai tak ramai patient, kami tak intubate org, kami tak encounter acute cases, kami tak pandai banyak pasal medical cases, tapi kamu kene tahu, kami dealing with mental..
ibarat air yang tenang jangan di sangke takde buaye, macam tu juga akal manusia.....antara waras dan kurang siuman itu hanya dibezakan dgn garis yang sangat kecil.....aku, engkau dan sesiapa sahaja punya risiko yg yg sama....
ape yg aku simpulkan, aku suka posting ni...dalam banyak2 posting, posting ni lebih hati kehati...dekat dgn patient, faham ape yg ade dlm hati mereka, faham masalah mereka,..dan yg penting medan dakwah tidak langsung....

"dan jadikanlah kerjaya itu satu wasilah, jalan membawa seramai mungkin manusia kepada Allah"-hilal asyraf

aku bukan alim, aku jugak bukan hasil tarbiah...yg aku ade cuma aqidah....ye, bila patient berkongsi kisah, ajakan solat itu tampak lebih mudah...ye, tidak langsung....org tidak solat itu kenape?...mesti mereka ade alasan mereka...dekatilah mereka....bukankah nabi dah berpesan: sampaikanlah walau dengan sebaris ayat...yg penting hati ikhlas...ikhlas pada jalan Allah....

oklah....cukup dulu disini....insyAllah...berkongsi kisah lagi....

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